Towards the end of his life, while on his journey through Asia, Thomas Merton experienced a powerful spiritual awakening at an ancient Buddhist site in Sri Lanka. Here is how he described the impact of the massive statues of the Buddha at the 12th century rock temple of Gal Vihara in the city of Polonnaruwa:
...the silence of the extraordianry faces. The great smiles. Huge yet subtle. Filled with every possibility, questioning nothing, knowing everything, rejecting nothing, the peace not of emotional resignation but of Madhyamika, of sunyata, that has seen through every question without trying to discredit anyone or anything - without refutation - without establishing some other argument. For the doctrinaire, the mind that needs well-established positions, such peace, such silence can be frightening.
...I was suddenly, almost forcibly, jerked clean out of the habitual, half-tied vision of things, and an inner clearness, clarity, as if exploding from the rocks themselves, became evident and obvious.
...All problems are resolved and everyting is clear, simply because what matters is clear ... everything is emptiness and everything is compassion.
I don't know when in my life I have ever had such a sense of beauty and spiritual validity running together in one aesthetic illumination.
I don't know what else remains but I have now seen and have pierced through the surface and have got beyond the shadow and the disguise.
This is a wonderfully lucid description of a state of serene detachment, of deep awareness and of illuminated unity. Such a state is not a rarefied moment of attainment by a spiritual master but an ordinary experience available to all who simply give themselves to seeing things as they are, who place themselves gently in the presence of Life, of God. It is the gift of peace that seems to be such a running motif in the resurrection stories.
So it is interesting that Merton describes the experience as an aesthetic one. Merton was a keen and accomplished viewer of art and he knew that the act of looking well at an image is an act of contemplation. What is interesting to me is that the images that might lead one to the kind of awakened experience Merton describes here are not easily found in Western religious art. The artistic canon of the Western Christian tradition is much more given to depicting depth of emotion and capturing movement than it is to drawing one into serene contemplation. The role of icons in the Eastern tradition is closer to this contemplative aspect. When I think around the images in the cathedral where I work, it is hard to think of one that is not a piece of frozen narrative, that might lend itself more to explication than to contemplation. Even the space itself is oriented towards a liturgical drama rather than a gathered stillness although it is always possible to find a quiet corner.
Having said all of that, Merton's spiritual awkening was one that was rooted in his practice of Christian prayer, personal and liturgical, though I am not sure if it would have come to fruition had it not been for his sense of the value of solitude. As always, he leaves me with much to think about.
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